Monday, March 29, 2010

TTC Monday

I seem to be feeling a little bit more like a failure the past few days. Maybe its PMS and raging hormones. Maybe its just that I haven't gotten a good nights sleep in a while. Maybe I'm just in my head too much. Every day that goes by and I don't ovulate adds to my sad heart. Before you know it, another cycle has come and gone with no shot at having a happy ending. My mother never had to deal with any fertility issues. Neither did my sister. So why me?

** Edited out as it was unintentionally offensive **

The sad heart comes and goes, its part of life, right?

4 comments:

  1. I'm so sorry...I know and understand. I'm the oldest grandchild/child in my family yet I will not have the first grandchild for ANYONE :( My brother and his girlfriend are having the first...and my husband's younger brother and his wife are having his dad's first grandchild. it sucks. I feel your pain. I hope that you will get pregnant soon and get to have the 1st girl...*hugs*

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  2. *huge hugs* it is so hard to be in this position, I know you are happy for your sister and your future (hopefully) nephew but it still hurts. keep us posted tomorrow, you know we are here for you whichever outcome it is.

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  3. I'm in the same boat. My mom and sister didn't have any problems....just me! Hugs!! That's why I adore all you girls...because its fabulous to talk to people that understand!

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  4. it's definitely a very hard thing to deal with. Especially when everyone around you seems to get pregnant at the drop of a hat. or on accident. i always feel like they take their fertile status for granted. i guess if it wasnt' so hard for me, i'd take it for granted to.

    I'm also a TTC happy hour gal
    my blog is www.whatwouldjendo.
    i don't post about TTC on there but do blog on the TTC happy hour blog as jensays.

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