Life Part 2: Who I Want to Be

I've been thinking a lot about who I want to be. Sometimes, I'm so tired of being me that it brings me to tears. And then I'm mad at myself for crying over something so silly, ya know?

I want to be strong. Emotionally, Mentally, and Physically.

I want to be smarter. I want to be smart enough to know what people mean, instead of just what they say.

I want to be a mom. So bad, it hurts. Daily.

I want to have thicker skin. I don't want to feel every single wound, whether it was done purposely or not.

I want to be able to express myself accurately, without so much emotion. I want people to understand why I feel the way I feel, then maybe they would think twice in the future.

I want to be able to use my creativity in everything I do.

I want to be motivated, and have the determination to finish everything that I start.

Mostly, I want to be the best wife, daughter, sister, aunt, niece, grand-daughter, friend, co-worker and mom that I can be.